Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Pain, Fear, Hell

I stare into a blur of loneliness.
Thoughts bombard my mind
trying to destroy me
fear and panic well up within me.

My breath is stolen
My heart is broken
My ability to trust has been shattered
Will there ever be an ebb in this storm that has come upon me.

Is alone my destiny,
A prisoner to my circumstances my future?
This is more than I can bear
Oh death where are you my dear.

Darkness, fear, and disbelief is my nightly drink
How can I find sleep without having to think?
No matter what I do I cannot escape
My thoughts replaying over and over as if it they were recorded on tape.

Come and save me from my contemplation,
Deliver me from my imagination.
Without your shelter this storm I can't endure.
Come my God and rescue me,
From my life consumed by the fruit of depravity.

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