Why I Died

This is why I died when you did.

My emotions are hyper
intense, and beyond normalcy
My heart fragile, my pain unbearable
This world and this life is too scary for me.

You were my safety
You gave me strength
You kept my fear at bay.
Through the darkest night
Your songs ushered me to sleep

Death raped me of this safety
So I buried myself,
My fear, my heart, my emotions.
As deep as they would go.
To keep my heart from feeling too much.
And now here I explode.

They wouldn't stay latent forever
They manifested themselves again
My hyper emotions, fragile heart and fear
Consume me once again.
But now you are gone and I'm all alone
No one is here to ground my fear and pain

Will there ever be?
someone who is able and willing to handle my intensity?
Am I destined to be alone
Devoured by my brains hyper activity.