Silent static screams into my emptiness,
Alone and abandoned lying here.
My ears search for someone near
But there's no sound, only fear.
As a pit in my stomach grows and panic appears
Alone, in the abyss of abandonment jeers.
I float in the dark emptiness of eternity
Isolated from all and loathing my mere existence
Wishing I could be undone and
Erased from the fabric of reality.
Hating the knowledge of love and
Fearing that it hates me
But desperate for it to embrace me
To ground me and keep me from being swallowed
by the immensity of infinity.
Forsaken, depress, rejected, and unloved
Unwanted, outcasted, and accompanied by no one
So alone self existence falls into question
But fear and panic proves that existence is my problem.
No way out, no where to go,
I have absolutely zero control.
Panic engulfs me as I embrace the reality of my reality
I may never find love and it may never find me.
My fear is I exist alone in the abyss of eternity.
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